When you don’t feel like dating but you’re also sick of being alone?

After a year of dating, I feel mentally exhausted.

On the one hand, I want to change my diet, get to my goal weight, finish school, and all these other goals so I feel happy and confident when I meet someone. So I’m at my best and can attract someone who is also at their best (and encourages/supports me).

On the other hand, I’m just really lonely and miss having someone. And it would be nice to be with someone that doesn’t expect me to be perfect and doesn’t drop me if I have a bad day, or eat pizza in front of them. I’d like someone to cuddle and watch Netflix with and talk about their day.

And on the other, other hand….I don’t know how my life is going to go. If I have to move for work or if I’m stuck here. If I start having new interests. And I just feel too tired and heartbroken to develop an interest in anyone.

Any advice?