I cried again today after a while since the breakup (3 months ago). he reached out last week but for the wrong reason and was expected me to crawl back.
I was tired of fighting, i fought to save the relationship after the breakup, i went into depression, i was mentally exhausted. One of the toughest breakup. I fought again when he reached out, thinking it might workout but he reached more cause of the guilt, sadness that i was moving on and missed our friendship.
I let it go, I told him i was done fighting for good. That he should move on while i’m doing it the same. It was so unhealthy. it’s okay we both deserve better. I was tired of begging, trying to communicate, trying to get a little attention that i deserve, I was tired of him not seeing my worth.
We agreed on being at least friends, but we haven’t spoken since. I noticed it was gone on my tinder. he haven’t been on social media.
I have been sad all day, I know i finally did the right thing and i know we done for good. But i can’t stop thinking how it could have gone differently. I initiated the moving on, and letting go. why do it feel like i broke up with him? but he wasn’t willing to work through anything with me. is he sad ? mad at me ? why im so sad over somebody that doesn’t deserve my love? I made the right decision but i don’t know.
why do I still think there’s hope when i clearly told him, I’m moving on for good?
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