i'm a trans dude who doesn't have it all. not the best looking, not tall enough, and it sucks because women seem to be picky asf. i've hit the jackpot a few times my one hand can count but using dating apps suck a ton because none of the ladies would give me a chance. on the other hand though, i've got a shitton of matches with dudes which is cool because i'm bisexual. unfortunately, i'm only romantically attracted to girls. sexually attracted to both but if i'm going to settle, do lovey dovey shit with someone i want to love and care for.. it's a girl for sure. lol. i don't really have much wants other than a girl with passion or a nice compassionate attitude. right now it sucks pretty bad because i'm craving physical affection and my girl friend laid with me today and i don't even like her but got tempted to fucking kiss her. that's how desperate i am for a touch. i just want someone to love and take care of, feel stupid inlove again, fight for someone again. how do i deal with this in a healthy way? i try to be active in finding someone but there's this one girl that i like that i've been trying to get off my mind. can't stop thinking of her smile, her cute little laughs during class, her laugh that echoes genuinety, the way she awkwardly looks away when she feels bad, the way she speaks her home language makes me want to fucking melt, her eyes the same color almost as everyone else but sparkle in her own way.
tl;dr i had a little too much to drink but want to know how to deal with physical touch frustration and wanting to feel love. don't get me wrong i'm happy and loved by family and friends, but some days i just want to cuddle or fuck and most days it's so hard to control.
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