Yeah I’m always a second choice .

For the life of me I still can’t understand why I’m the second choice for women, all throughout middle school and high school I was just a person to “date” until the guy they wanted came around, or cheated on me with one of their exes.

Then onto college, went on dates and dated a girl for a few months who then left me for some guy she worked with after he broke up with his girlfriend.

And I’m still too this day at the ripe age of 28, either the second choice, or someone for a girl to waste time on until whoever they want opens their availability because they’re bored and I give them attention.

It’s painstakingly obvious that there is something wrong with me and I can’t quite put my finger on it, I’m not the most attractive person, but im attractive enough to get people to talk to me for a few days who I think are vastly out of my league.

And the only girls who seem to come after me, no offense, don’t appeal to me at all, I just don’t find them sexually attractive.

I know I’m going to have some people go like well “personality” matters blah blah blah, it really doesn’t if you aren’t attracted to them from the start, and I like to tell them that from the get-go so they don’t get their hopes or feelings hurt like I continue to get.

I’m just so lost anymore.