I don’t know what’s worse rejection or ghosting or being lied to your face it sucks. Can’t decide which one is worser than the other. I’ve decided today maybe dating isn’t in the books for me right now. Being alone I need to be okay with that.

This was the last straw for me today. I originally was suppose to go to Texas next weekend but since they closed it again yesterday morning I had to cancel my flight/ Airbnb so I had my flight credits returned back to me. So I told him that I’ve decided that I was going to Chicago instead to spend time this dude I was talking to for a while now, kind you we talked on the phone and face time plenty of times.

I sent him a picture of my Itinerary of my flight from Denver to Chicago. Well all he does it hearts the picture ( you know how iPhones if you double tap you can like the photo or message)… that’s it.. he never said anything to me to reassure me that he was excited to meet me. That was last night so I was thinking hey maybe he fell asleep early and that he would text me in the morning (thinking that he had work which he most definitely did not so he could have texted me)…

So in the morning he usually texts me or vise versa who ever wakes up. I get nothing this morning it was already 1:00pm. So I decided to call him and he rushes me off the phone saying this dude was at his house working on tiles for his bathroom that he was remodeling and he was gonna call me later (yea right)…

I sent him a message saying that I no longer want to be in contact with him and that I’m cancelling my flight to Chicago. After doing some heavy reflecting I think I’m done with online dating.