I am so afraid. I want to just run away and pretend I never met this person. We went on 3 actual dates. In all of my past relationships I never went on dates until we were already dating a long time. Every guy I’ve dated has always made a move on me the first time meeting, tried to have sex with me right away. He kissed me today on our 3rd date, we went out to eat together, and it wasn’t a make out it was just a kiss and it’s never happened to me like that and I’m 23 years old. I’m so afraid, he wanted to hold my hand but I was so scared and couldn’t stop panicking I stopped holding his hand almost immediately. It’s so stupid but, I almost feel more comfortable being treated like shit than not and I don’t know why or how to not feel so scared