I broke up with my boyfriend a month ago and I really truly loved him and I still want him, but he didn’t want me. He wanted me, but at the same time wouldn’t care if we never talked again. It’s been a hard few years for me, I got through a very toxic abusive relationship almost a year ago now. Took a long long long time to heal with no dating or anything, maybe flirting with some guys and then fell in love with my ex, we only lasted about 2 months. Now I’m just really afraid to get close to someone again, I was happy alone and single before him and now I’m just even worse than I was a year ago, with depression and anxiety. I’m so scared to meet someone again, I can be happy alone, but I really just want someone to love and to love me and there’s nothing wrong with that. But I’m so scared and I’m not sure if I should wait or take another chance again