I realize the ugly truth — dating is easy for hot people.

When I was young, I thought the right guy would look past my looks. Apparently, I was taught wrong. They just wanted to make me be hopeful, but they gave me false hopes.

Sure, I can have long hair, be skinny, fashionable, and so on. I'm still not hot. I cannot change my face. I tried to become closer with a guy and confessed to him how I feel. I got turned down.

For 28 years of my life, guys never approached or asked me out. Everyone my age got married and children Yes, sure…I can make a first move but it is still no guarantee unless I'm hot.

I tried to look my best as I stayed skinny, kept my long hair, and etc. I hoped that my personality would help shine on my appearance, but that didn't work. Yes, they appreciated my personality, but I'm still not hot enough for them. They told me about women they found attractive. They look like pretty women who are high maintenanced. I cannot compete with them.

I wish I could find a guy who would appreciate me and think I'm beautiful both on outside and inside. I want him to be extremely attracted to me as well. I haven't found my SO yet because I'm ugly.