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I've never held hands with a woman or kissed a woman. Never been on a date. Never had sex with a woman. With the coronavirus pandemic going on I don't think I'll ever find love. Online dating won't work because I'm not hot enough. I think the only solution is to kill myself. I can't stand the loneliness anymore. I can't stand the sexual frustration. All the women I've tried to talk to in college end up not being interested or just fucking ghost me. I can't stand it. the suffering is too much and I want to experience love. I want to experience sexuality. I don't want to be a pathetic loser low-value virgin degenerate.
even if I were to work on myself, even if I were to lose weight, my face will be hideous. It is so asymmetrical and scary looking. The only compliments I have received are from older women from about 16 up. Mostly friends of my mom, herself, and my older female cousin.
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