I've been single for a while now, but have dated/hooked up with quite a few guys in the last couple years. Some were interested in being more than friends with me. But every time those guys wanted more I lost interest quickly and quite literally would cringe when they'd text me "flirty" messages and stuff.
Something is seriously wrong with me. I've been LONGING for relationship for years, and I make an effort to meet dudes, it's just that the timing and connection always seems off.
Like, this one guy I've known for about 2 years now. He immediately wanted to date when we started hooking up and I brushed it off saying lets just be friends. Even though I randomly get crushes on him and hook up with him. But we've mostly remained friends. Now he's hooking up with someone else and I'm jealous and I want him. I like him more than I ever have now. Why?
I feel like a bitch.
I don't mean to toy with guys' feelings at all… that is never my intention. These guys I meet are seriously great! I just don't understand why this happens to me. Anyone else?
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